Tag Archives: paradox

Chess * War * politics * THENET

Woke up and had an epiphany !!!! There is no left or right or right and wrong for religions are violent and cathedrals are smaller then shopping centers … We are all faithful to nothing zombie living beings trying so hard to socialize through the the channels of loneliness!!! Even the real is not real anymore…

Sybil

youtube FT interesting

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsxyPW6_GpM

Of life in time

Adverts, run, create, be special, lounge, watch movies, be a good friend, be perfect, my house needs to be sparkling clean and organized but I need to get all those things I already  got from the super market yesterday and I just need to have more and meditate and go to the gym be a complete gym bunny, be the most beautiful, calm and elegant from all, invent something that no one has ever invented before, write a book that will outstand any other book as a literary master piece….. There is more, much more to do, so little time, AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!  Drowning, suffocating,  the list of under achievements was endless and still here I was, wondering, playing at the computer when I could be doing something useful with my time. Definitely not a practical person, I admired those who did things, the ones who walked the walk and not just talked the talk. I've always been rich, not rich enough, beautiful, but not a beauty that would leave the others  speechless. I was just ordinary (at least in my head I was plain ordinary). You see? There was a time when I could have chosen but now I had already made her choices. I wanted this life safe and loved and simple but  I had no time, always rushing ...Image